Me and Seva – service
I write to understand.. so by end of this article i would understand what seva means to me.. for sure..
I remember since i was a child i used to catch baggers from the street and asked them to come to my home and mom used to smile at me and used to give something mostly food to them .Due to some family issues in mid-primary age i don’r remember i could continue this trend. at that time i used to feed cows half of my lunch , even today i don’t remember why i used to do that. but i used to do that . later on after 7th i was busy in athletics.. the day i lost a race at state level and could not qualify further due to politics i left athletics and in front of me there was OASIS. not sure if the ngo is still there but in oasis we planted thousands of trees.. traveled villages to teach people hygiene and one thing i never used to like is work we used to do and on some fine day some minister used to come and used to cut the ribbon and all credit used to go to him. in Newspapers, magazines.. that was the time i learned importance of documentation, today also i push so many friends of mine in different fields to keep their records of even small work they do.
In all this process i did not realized i came far from my family, then the 10th and 12th. . i scored well in 10th and did bad in later one. but did not matter to me cause failure in your loved field counts failure .. failure in something you just did for sake of education system, foundation, family is failure in terms of time and money wasted, but if you look back life always had plans for you where it wanted you to go .. so next thing happened was pune.. i become more open, live and humorous there..
In my second year i found an AD . art of living workshop.. and the teacher was rhea pillai.. i had a huge crush on her so thought i should join. but the fees was like something i could not afford.. as football was taking half of my monthly budget.. that time also i remember i told akil that i want to do something for oldage people and orphan. he just laughed .
So the present scenario is i am part of aol.. through me atlest 200 or 300 people have done course.. most of them are out of touch.. whos fault.. mine..
few of them praises me like i have done miracle.. do i care about credit. no..
do i do it on continous bases now.. no
do i put the efforts and courage i used to do in OASIS .. some sort of..
what stops me.. my attitude.. my ego and my mind which says i have done enough..
So what i want to do now.. each and every moment and interactions in life passes on hidden message.. the ultimate destination for me is serving the people.. if i do now or may be after 10 years keeping a feeling i had a chance earlier..
now honestly i don’t wanna loose time , don’t want to think that i have done enough.. i have helped one and 100000000000 are left. how i could think i have done enough.. my master never said that.. and my stupid ego says so.. how idiotic it is.
so what i want to do now.. is open up myself.. do what i do best.. show my availability.. not to some but to all.. in real..
lets talk abut it after a week . . lets see how i have grown or fallen after understanding this..
wish a luck to myself.. need it.
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I write to understand.. so by end of this article i would understand what seva means to me.. for sure……