stiffness
This is through my experiences till now..
I have been drawing airplanes almost on all notebooks anywhere i could find a space.. this was the common object of my drawing.. i always wanted to fly.. in as many different shapes as i can.. but i never thought until i discussed it with a friend that I never draw wings.. never portrayed myself.. i believe i have drawn millions of airplanes, rockets, spaceships till now but don’t remember if i have ever drawn a man flying.. not even superman with blue or while or red under ware wearing on his pants..
The thing is that most of the time i have observed everything what i can now.. all i did then and sometimes still now i do is ignore it.. i am sure about one thing.. i am not born dumb.. have better IQ and EQ then normal people just where i was failing was.. i filled stiffness .. bunch and bunch of stiffness in me.. i am observing it and removing it now..
The reason i have started writing is the one.. while writing each and every moment where i live and where i lack .. when i write it i re-live it and understand that mistakes i made and make sure in my mind i won’t repeat it.. for sure..
So stiffness was there and still there in my mind.. the solution i have come up with weirdness.. my mind always believe acting differently then the pattern it has created for itself can be so weird so i an doing it.. and my mind is enjoying also..
And i can write down thousands of examples of my stiffness but here i writing one..
I have a most beautiful girlfriend , on earth , not praising her cause she is my girlfriend but she has most beautiful mind , body and soul.. isn’t that a rare and great combination .
so we had a little argument and she told me until i make her feel good.. praise her she wont seat on my bike.. and can yo belive due to my stupid stupid stiffness i couldn’t utter a word. i had thousand ideas in mind.. but what my mind said.. no.. its not right thing to do.. so 15 minutes passed and i stood there like an idiot.. waiting her to smile and get back.. she did that but she told me one thing.. any guys passing by could not see me in bad mood and would have done anything to make my mood happy, you as my boyfriend just stood there.. don’t you think you are so stiff inside..
this is the first time i heard it.. then after thousand of times this happed in different ways.. can you believe she was so understanding and still is that each time she sees me being stiff she makes me look at it and tries to make me more flexible.
The great thing about her is that she does not remember all this.. she does not keep it in memory.. but i do.. cause i have to improve .. i have to prove my worth.. i have to make sure. she does not feel sad because of it ..ever..
and thats not for her.. that will make me super flexible and will surely end my stiffness..
P.S a super human from the brain can be super paralyzed.. but when you have both working fine.. use both in best of their coordination to live the life at its fullest..
Я думаю, что Вы ошибаетесь. Предлагаю это обсудить….
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Извиняюсь, но этот вариант мне не подходит….
. i always wanted to fly.. in as many different shapes as i can.. but i never thought until i discussed it with a friend that I never draw wings……
Жаль, что сейчас не могу высказаться – нет свободного времени. Вернусь – обязательно выскажу своё мнение по этому вопросу….
This is through my experiences till now.. I have been drawing airplanes almost on all notebooks anywhere i could find a space……
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